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In an attempt to make myself sane, I'm going to update. This new year is .... different, and I like it. I've been working more than last year. More work = more money = more things to do. But not just that, school is EZPZ right now and I'm doing great. Friends? It's a different situation though. You win some, you lose some. I don't want to say I've lost some friends, but just that I haven't seen them in a while. Some friends, I choose not to. But there's an exchange: I've been hanging out with different people and I like it. Reason being why I don't hang out with particular people is because I act fake around them. I want to be more genuine, more real, even if people don't accept it. I need a group of friends that are also genuine. Habits, gestures, etc. of friends rub off and I don't want to hang with the wrong people. In 2 weeks, I start a new semester and it's probably going to be one of the best. I've discovered where I'm strong at and I've developed an environment in which I can work more productively. I've also learned to fuck women (not literally), but I've developed a mentality where I don't give a fuck about women and I'm not expecting anything. It's sooo great because instead of thinking and dreading about not having someone, there's soo much more to do. Another thing, with the help of my D90, I've learned to appreciate the beauty in almost everything, despite my noob photography skills. So all in all, I've learned so much and I think I'm improving as a person. I hope I can become better and make more friends.