Need to Study

In an attempt to end this loathing internet 5-hr session. Blogging reflects my day and today was a good day.

Holy shit, in calculus today I almost fucking broke down. I never realized how tough it is and it's only the second week. But with persistence and a hard-working attitude, I believe I can own that class. Majority of the students there don't understand the material as well either, but for some reason I feel very inadequate compared to most of them.

Physics today wasn't so bad. I thought I would dread it. I have some new friends in Physics haha too bad I forgot their names. Jeff is an honors student and he's pretty smart; I'm guessing he's trying to transfer to UCLA as an engineering major. The thing that pisses me off about him is that he's very smart, it's almost innate. He tries with minimal effort. Jasmine is my lab partner and she's very pretty and nice. At first I thought she was one of those Japanese Foreign FOB students, but she speaks English very well and she doesn't hang out in that crazy weird secluded-AZN circle of friends. Potential girlfriend? So far, I think so.

This semester looks good. This year looks good. Life in general looks good right now. Current girl situation? I don't have one, nor do I want one. Muffin insists on trying to hook me up with some girls at a party soon and I'm down for parties. Adura - now experiencing what sex is since he recently lost his virginity- wants to hook me up with one of his friends that "doesn't have a pancake butt." Apparently she's asian, good-lucking and likes funny guys, but the thing is, he says, is that she's hard to get.

One thing I need to address though is following through with txt and calls. As simple as it sounds, I make it a lot more difficult than it really is. Yesterday, I really wasn't in the mood to deal with anyone and I was loathing practically the whole day. That was probably the lowest I've been in a while, only because I hadn't been outside for a day.

Also another thing, these blogs lately have been very incoherent and messy. I'm not taking the time to actually put thoughtful meaningful interesting things. Rather, I've become the norm, you know, like the blogs that usually reflect the typical school day and whatnot. In other words, to people actually reading this, it's boring, so stop reading it.