Self Revelation

I'm a lazy bastard. Let me rephrase that I'm a self proclaimed lazy bastard. Once again, not right, lemme rephrase yet again: I was a self proclaimed lazy bastard. I always felt no matter how well I was doing, I always felt it wasn't good enough for whomever. It was until I realized that it was my self-deprecating attitude which brought me down. If I'm in a optimistic mood, then I'm more likely to get things done. At a time in my life which is so different (more work, less school), there's not much that I can do right now, but I kept beating myself up for what I was not doing, rather than improving on what I am doing. I'm doing great right now. I'm making a good amount of money. School isn't too stressful right now. Why do I always feel productive?

I started thinking about this when I was doing my HW. I was always unproductive and I would always have that sense of "oh-shit-i-gotta-get-this-done" mentality at the back of my mind. It occured to me that I had to replicate my work environment because I am sooooo productive at work (no sarcasm). The reason why I'm so productive is because I work with great people who reinforce a positive attitude towards me. I feed on from this positive attitude and forge on through the day.

Lesson of the day for you kids, be positive, no matter how bad the situation is. Even if you have no working car, friends, your dad hates you, and you are doing shit in school(lol not me, a friend of mine actually), smile and keep your head up high.