Originally I had already written a blog post about my woes from 2009, but I decided that I shouldn't post it due to a lot of personal information. I had written a lot about relationships and how I've made new ones and strengthened old ones. A relationship is reciprocal, meaning both parties must put in some effort. If I don't make that effort to be your friend, obviously I'm not interested in being your friend. Though there are a few exceptions though. For the sake of blogging, I'll write letters addressing these people who I'm afraid to actually confront (for personal reasons).
1. Dear Sammi,
I'm terribly sorry I haven't been there for you. We haven't talked in a while and when you approached me that day, I didn't seem very interested. It was sad to hear from you because it seemed like you weren't doing well. I sincerely hope the best for you in the future and I hope you find "the one."
2. Dear Autumn,
It's great how we started to get more into our lives through social networks. I haven't had a real conversation with you since my freshmen year when I met you at Vans Warped Tour. I'd like to talk to you more, but unlike 5 years ago, I choke up when I talk to you now. Back then you were the insecure shy girl, but now, you're perfectly beautiful and adequate. Too bad you had to move to Nevada, but hopefully we will hang out in January. I just hope I summon the courage to be cool in front of you like I did when I first met you.
3. Dear BFFITWEUAB,
I'm glad we started talking again. I hope this means we're ready to really become friends. I think I told you that I was going to visit you, but I couldn't and I didn't want to upset you so I didn't tell you. I was waiting for you to get back to me actually. I really want to be friends and I'm not looking for anything. It's just I don't want to come off the wrong way. I seriously miss you.
Salutations Sincerely,
Allan
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