thoughts

- there is underlying tension between me and kyle. despite the fact that he doesn't show up to work for some bs reason about sleeping on a futon and not getting enough sleep, regardless there would still be tension. the reason is because we don't think on the same wave lengths. of course his counterproductiveness at work is hurting us and it does annoy me, but not as much as our difference in humor. i guess i'm just a little jealous of how he can nonchalantly casually talk in a semi-funny way. that is probably the only way he can connect to other ppl and i can't.

- the new guy, memo is a good guy. i learned to get along with him. i do make fun of him because of jorge and i feel like i can because he can. but some of the things he says is interesting. i could learn a thing or two from him. i've learned how to keep my composure and be myself.

- AX this year is going to be awesome, depending on how i see it. i need to be more optimistic, i need to be the "fungi" of the party. i need to stop being so self-conscious and say everything with conviction. i need to stop overthinking everything. fabianne and adura are awesome and i'm pretty sure we can pull off some awesome skits and do some cool things.

- workout or not before i go to sleep. i've been on a roll and i just need to prioritize everything correctly. i'll probably do some hw before i go to sleep and probably run tomorrow morning, then read some hp before i go to bed. hmmmm or will i?!

- oh yeah my room really needs to be clean and i really need to buy some bp. i'm running out. lately i've been letting myself go by eating a bunch of junkfood/fastfood.