Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Abnormal Fix

Ugh copious amounts of homework and also finals this week. Tomorrow should be EZPZ though because for my math class, it's going to be like any other test. Also for debate, we're just turning in our take-home finals. Last weekend was sooo -for lack of a better term- abnormal. It's not that it didn't feel right or that I couldn't adjust, but it just felt abnormal. The only thing I didn't like was that I was (and I still am) sick. My sleeping patterns were more fucked up than usual and on top of that I was studying at random with weird breaks in between. I haven't seen my friends in a while and they probably hate me right now, though they should understand, well the ones that can. I know what they're thinking. Fabianne is probably like "Dammnit Allan, answer your phone! We got a gig on Wednesday! Let's collabe already" Then Muffin's like "FUCKING ALLAN MAN, FUCKING DOESN'T ANSWER HIS PHONE AYE?" Then Derek would be like ".. wait, no he would understand because he's a nursing major. Franz would be like "fucking Allan man, I'm finna beat your ass. Answer your phone! I found ep3 springs on craiglist for $100 yo." Adura would be like.. oh wait, he'd understand also because it's also finals week for him. No, but if Adura didn't he'd be like "hey bro. watchu doin? cum to mah dorm. lol." Justin -who wants to study with me- would be like "o shit, im fucking fucked. im not going to pass philosophy so i might as well take down allan with me by asking him to studying with me even, then ill just be a huge distraction and ask him to get schnozed with me." Then Kyle would be like "hay, were r u?!1 u ther? whos drivin 2 work 2moro?" And I'll stop there because I can't do everyone.

Hmm, trying to register for winter, but there are no classes available. Also the classes that they do offer are not what I need. I don't want to have a 2 month winter break because then I'm going to be adjusted to the indolent life of a lazy bum. I don't want to be lazy or else my mind will deteriorate into shit.

Geez, my English and grammar are shit right now. All this studying with finals and crap has really gotten to me. I haven't been able to relax. I can't fucking wait till this week ends. HOLY FUCKING SHIT. It's 12:35 AM, I should be going to sleep right now. LIKE RIGHT NOW. Final tomorrow @ 8AM.

You're probably reading this, maybe, maybe not, but look, I have no animosity towards you, neither do I care about our relationship, if you can even call it one. Though I'd like to apologize for what happened a few days ago and how awkward you must've been.


Anyway, wish me luck tomorrow, whoever is reading.

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