Recreating Memories

I always thought that I could never recreate memories or feelings that I once had, but it just became more apparent to me. This may be due to many reasons. Tonight I was listening to my old playlists on shuffle and it brought back good memories. For some reason, when I listen to old music on a deeper level, I start reminiscing about the times when I was listening to said music. For example, 'The Academy is - About a Girl' reminds of times with Sammi :( (God, how I wanted to sleep with her so bad. It's too bad she was bi and she lived in Florida). But that's besides point, the point is, old songs bring back memories -good or bad. Before when listening to Hare Hare Yukai, it brought back memories of AX' 06 (Holy shit, 2nd best year of AX where I was a hxc up-to-date otaku at the time) and I would try to recreate those feelings with the same AX crew, but it never really seemed to work. I don't know what made me suddenly realize this, but it seems that when you try to recreate a feeling it just ends up as a fail. Now with that, I think that it's better to create new good feelings without trying to do the same old stuff. I may sound completely retarded realizing this 19 years after birth, but I guess it's better to learn late than never.