All Nighter

(a picture to break the monotony of my boring posts)
I started this blog as something personal, something only for me, but even though I still write these blogs all proper and for lack of a better term publication-like-ish. In the hopes that if someone does find this blog that they'll at the least find it interesting, but that's not the point, it's for me to recount personal things in my life. I'm not trying to hide anything anyway.

Finals Next Week

Anyway finals are next week for me and despite all the BS, I think I'm ready. But whew, when I think that I end up not preparing adequately and that I can acknowledge. Therefore I have to study everything on my list. I've made a list of things to study for. So far, it's been going pretty well. I just hope this time, after taking my finals, that I'll be satisfied. Because I hate that feeling of after the semester of not feeling satisfied, I mean I'm fine with getting a bad grade as long as I've tried my hardest. There's not much I can do in that situation. But for me, I get so-so grades with little or no effort and I know I have more potential. That's what gets me upset. But there's no one to blame but myself. MOTIVATION MOTIVATION MOTIVATION! Where is it at?!

Feel pretty confident about my math final, despite bombing my last test. Most of the mistakes were minor and just little things. Philosophy? I can easily BS stuff and I already have adequate knowledge without even studying because I believe myself to be a philosopher. But if I want to rape the final, I need to study. Debate is a take home final. Fuck yeaar! As far as I know, all I have to do is write a policy debate, argument only. Holy shit, the last 2 debates were today. Fucking epin. Both had their moments. It reminded me of an anime. Everyone on debate has special talents and different ways to present their material. FUCKING EPIN, is all I can say.

Things to Look Forward to During Winter Break

- Trip to SD? I don't want to drive though.
- Big Bear trip next week. Jason rented out a cabin. Still contemplating whether I should go or not because it is in the middle of finals for me, but I can probably handle.
- Party at Adura's dorm? So he says. Most likely will pussy out though and it'll just be a GNI (Guys Night In).
- New Years trip: Vegas or SD. I vow for SD, only because it's much more family-oriented. And because I'm not 21 yet. But it is a family trip, so what's the point?
- Haith Associates party on the 19th, I believe. Sounds fun since Kyle and I are theyoungest workers there.
- Build my command center PC named GlaDOS